#16 Deficiency in Attention

How long does it take you to make a lesson plan?

One lesson plan takes me a day or a 2.

What takes me long is that I imagine of many ideas but not being able to think clearly of them or follow what will happen after that. In addition I lost many important thinking habits. Like, I dont think of the consequence of my thoughts amd actions. Then, I lack concentration. And I dont value myself much. For example, If there is something I like or dislike, I would ask myself "to what extent do I like this?" or "do I really like this?" and would presume without being aware of it that it would not last long just because I decide that I dont really like it without giving it a chance of being more exposed to it or interacting with it more and then I proceed to thinking of something else without closing the thought properly or evaluating it properly so there is a lack of concentration on one subject.

For example, since I was a child other people told me they thought of me as childish. I think even childish is subjective that what seems childish for one isn't for the other because the other knows or considers that there is a reason for such a behavior and it could be looked upon as the behavior itself or it's part of a whole picture which needs more consideration.