#8 What I Have to Admit

I'm a lazy loser who built nothing.
No sense of community, family, friend...
With incoherent story in life...
Wasting time and money in my life a lot...
homeless..

I want to quit school. They taught nothing and people around me don't care too. Just there for the paper. Don't wanna upset mom.

I did not listen to my father, my friend...

But I'm not entirely shattered.

I'll just take alms from those people I used to discriminate, hate...

Nobody can help me except me.

I miss my dad.


Comments

  1. tattooed429March 8, 2019 at 12:06 PM

    No, you are not a loser, just your worst enemy and most merciless judge. We´ve been friends for a couple of weeks only, but i can say i know you if we had met decades ago.
    You have to accept this: most of people that will approach you in life are not your friend and their words are like arrows, trying to hurt you. Don´t let them win! You´re much better than them!
    You´re right, nobody but you can help you..so give yourself a chance and flip the bird on jerks.
    I trust in you and believe in you.
    that guy from Rio

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