Freya's Blog

I'm a lazy loser who built nothing. No sense of community, family, friend... With incoherent story in life... Wasting time and money in my life a lot... homeless.. I want to quit school. They taught nothing and people around me don't care too. Just there for the paper. Don't wanna upset mom. I did not listen to my father, my friend... But I'm not entirely shattered. I'll just take alms from those people I used to discriminate, hate... Nobody can help me except me. I miss my dad.

1) Aspects of Filipino culture a. conversations b. mindset/psychology c. negotiation (between  d. behavior (in the classroom,  e. events (beauty pageant, fiesta (also boodle fight), birthday celebration, debut, wedding, etc.)  f. games and other entertainment (dance, songs)  g. clothes h. food i. man j. woman k. words, feelings l. myths, stories m. people around me  I HOPE I CAN WRITE ALL!!! IF NOT, DEAR LORD PLEASE GIVE ME THE POWER TO WRITE WITH NICE AND ATTRACTIVE AURA (and nice imagination too) AND LET EVERYONE FEEL IT TOO. 

Good morning, people!!! It has been a long time since the last time I blogged here. If I didn't post my writing here, I just didn't feel like it (actually there are many reasons. But I am tired to name all and I know they don't really matter now so I just wrote I don't feel like it...). Since this early morning, I just think of how my life is compared to my past. I think I'm negative too much now... Anyway I think I miss blogging like the first time I had a blog when I was 13 years old and my audience were Japanese. It felt so fresh and innocent at that time, unlike now, just think fast about the future and care about ownself too much and not really notice the surroundings around me. I miss imagining talking to Japanese while I write, and record everything to show to Japanese and always look forward to reading each of their comments. It's just so different from receiving comments from facebook or other social network. I guess it's because it's w...